I turned down Moshe Kanovsky

silently grieving commenting to mentalblog.com: Moshe Kanovsky leaps to death from the Empire State Bldg.

Moshe wasn't crazy. Just depressed at times maybe and aren't we all? He proposed to me. He wanted to marry me. He said he needed a best friend. I told him that marriage doesn't solve all u'r problems. I turned him down. That was a while ago. But I did care about him. He knew. He contacted me a lot after just to talk because he knew I cared. He was always watching not to hurt anyone and he didn't want me to stress over my decision. He had a conscience unlike most. Nobody is perfect in this world and neither was he. But he was a good person. He believed in second chances. He believed in hashgacha pratis. Why did he give up? Deep inside my heart I am grieving....