Concealment of purpose

I told Rabbi Goldberg that for me 3 Tammuz didn�t happen. Because as far as I am concerned the Rebbe removed himself when there were no private Yhidusim (I thought it was mem aleph but people tell me it was lamed dalet). In any case this was my point if there is no private Yehidusim why have a Rebbe, might as well become a Tosher. Rabbi Goldberg said that we have a right to complain about each of the withdrawals but we have to continue do what we supposed to. To be perfectly honest I find this to be very difficult. But if one assumes that our history is a sequence of concealments then it is logical. Temple, Prophesy, personal relationship with a spiritual guide, death of a spiritual guide, loss of family members, loss of friends, disappointments in love, concealment of purpose.